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glimpsing resurrection - betwixt and between

4/12/2020

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     This photo was taken, earlier this year, from my bed of healing in a delightful unit in St Kilda (Melbourne),  I had just had genital reconstruction surgery, thanks to the excellent skills of Andy Ives and his wonderful team at the nearby Masada Hospital, and I was in my first stages of recovery 'at home'.   When the night's darkness began to lift, the new light of day brought this beautiful dawn.  My eyes opened to the glorious gift of nature's renewal, and, with it, to the wonder of human participation in the joy of existence and work of re-creation.  For across the sky, just above the treeline, floated a series of hot air balloons, beautiful expressions of fresh lightness and delight (you may just be able to spot two of them in the photo - as small circles to the left of the centre of the light, adjacent to the word alleluia)..  At the same time, the sunrise further gorgeously illuminated the cranes working on the building of the exciting development of the Victorian Pride Centre, visible a couple of streets away across the rooftops. 

      This experience was, as might be imagined, for me, a vision and harbinger of resurrection.   It did not take away the struggles I was going through.  The surgery itself was very successful, and there was not a subsequent shred of regret (so much the reverse), the days to come also saw pain and discomfort, particularly with an awkward infection and slow completion of healing due to sensitive skin (part of the joy of being a particular kind of natural redhead?!).  The struggles of gender & sexually diverse people are also hardly over, despite such welcome living symbols of resurrection as the Pride Centre.  Yet that dawn was not only a moment of special grace, but also a deep sign of hope and loving transformation, not simply for myself but for so much else about which I care.  For resurrection, at least in this life and time space, is always betwixt and between...


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me and Mary Magdalene - the journey continues

7/22/2018

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Mary Magdalene and I go back a long way.  She was my sister, my model, my soul-partner through the anguish of puberty and adolescence - see further my reflection on our Jesus Christ Superstar dance of delight, shame and longing here.  She was my friend, my comforter, my support through the vital stages and all the key changes of my life - helping me cast off 'the Norman yoke' (see here).   She remains my strong inspiration in following Jesus, in allowing my demons and fear to be transformed, and in speaking the truth.  Mary travels with me to wherever and whatever it is I am now called.  For she is the first and supreme witness to Resurrection. Silenced, suppressed, and staggeringly (sexually) stigmatised, over centuries, she survives to speak of the power of female strength, spirituality and  compassion.   And, though I had not planned it ahead, her feast day (22 July) became the day of my public coming out as transgender.  Like Mary, despite my fear, when I heard my name truly spoken, I could not but take faith and believe, receiving and sharing the hope of new life for myself and others. On her feast day this year, with the assistance of some my wonderful friends and colleagues, I am thankful to preach, preside, and be blessed by the Revd Dr Steven Ogden and the loving, affirming community, at Holy Trinity, Fortitude Valley, and then to be able, in the Milton Anglican parish, to renew my baptism vows in my now legal authentic name and to share in a joyful 'Re-Birth Day' party.  This is both a celebration of what has been and also a re-commitment to the journey we have shared.  As a child, I was given the role of the third 'king' among the Magi in the nativity play.  Literally and metaphorically, like Mary of Magdala, I may therefore have once felt that myrrh bearing was my best and only duty.  Proclaiming and living new life is so much better.

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coming out of the tombs: Trans Visibility on Holy Saturday

3/31/2018

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It is appropriate that this year's Transgender Day of Visibility is also Holy Saturday in the Western Christian tradition.  For Holy Saturday is easily passed over, sitting awkwardly as it does between Good Friday and Easter Sunday, between pain and joy, shame and liberation, death and new life.  Yet those themes are central to the experiences and journeys of so many gender diverse people, and of course others.  Indeed, reading and experiencing the Passiontide narrative and Paschal mysteries 'with transgender eyes' can shed positive new light on the Christian Gospel, as well as strengthening and deepening life for many of us.  Like Holy Saturday, gender diverse people are easily regarded as awkward and passed over.  However  our own border crossing, interstitial, and boundary transforming existences are essential parts of the whole and powerful reminders that profound transformation typically appears in the threshold times, parts and people of our lives and world.  This involves much, even deep, pain, but also tremendous hope and vitality...


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the mind fights the mystery

10/15/2017

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In her song 'The Mind fought the Mystery' singer-songwriter and trans woman Namoli Brenett relates the mystery of faith as something which takes us deeper than our minds ever can.  Reflecting on some of the great biblical stories, including the Resurrection of Jesus, she reminds us how true life is indeed much more than we often imagine: full of surprise and the overcoming of seeming impossibility.  For 'the mind fought the mystery: the mystery won'.  When I first heard this song about two years ago, it went straight to my heart and soul.  The theme summed up my own journey.  In my life I had done a huge amount of fighting the mystery of my gender identity with my mind.  Practically speaking, I told myself, it was impossible to be and live into what and who I am. How wrong I was.  For losing the fight was actually winning my soul.  Defeat was victory.  As Jesus said, what is the point of gaining the whole world if we lose our souls.  In losing our lives we actually gain true life.   I am so happy no longer to be a combatant against the Spirit in that way.  It is simply too exhausting. soulless, and life-denying..

I wonder how widespread this fighting the Mystery with Mind is.  Perhaps, on a wider scale, this is what is happening today in our churches and world.  As, for example, the battle over gender becomes more intense, the powers of the Mind are working harder than ever to suppress the Mystery.  No wonder there is stress and strife.  Denial of deep-down truth is destructive on all sides.   When we human beings try to control or safeguard our lives and world with religion, or with ideas we derive or underpin with religion, it does not ever really work.  The Mystery that is God has this wonderful tendency to break through.  It may not be today, or even next year.  In some cases longed-for transformation may never seem to come.  Yet it will.  Human minds and structures cannot resist divine mystery for ever.  Soul-making is irresistible.
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